Saturday, August 19, 2006

how do u feel, being able to hear both sides of the story, to be in it yet not directly involved?

cool?
superior?
enlightened, even?

much to the contrary. it's more like.. burdened. completely useless.
you may forget about it momentarily. but at the end of the day, it's still there, tugging on your heartstrings. then you remember.
and feel helpless.
you want to do something about it, but you don't know how to help, where to start.
pathetic, huh?
:/


Lord, please take control and turn it around...


2 Corinthians 12:9
... "My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness."

For when I am weak, then He is strong.

Proverbs 3: 5-6
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight."

Jesus said in John 14: 1
"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, trust also in me."

As I typed, God brought these verses to mind and by doing so, comforted me!
Our God is a great God, yeahhh.. :) I can trust in Him. Thank You Lord!

Our God is a great big God
Our God is a great big God
Our God is a great big God
And He holds us in His Hands.

-blessed
11:20 PM

Friday, August 11, 2006

I'M YOURS

Oh Lord,
when I think of all You've done
My heart sings of Your Love
that saved my soul
and made me whole,
my life is Yours.

'Cause You paid the price
I give You my life, I'm Yours

So no matter what the cost
I will go for You
No matter what it takes, I'm Yours
Because You paid the price, at Calvary
I give You my whole life, I'm Yours

Oh Lord, my everything to You I lift
My heart and soul I live, for You alone
I'm not my own, my life is Yours

I'm Yours
Jesus I am Yours.



Lord I give my life to You,
help me to live a life worthy of Your Calling.
No matter what disappointments I face,
Regardless of how lonely I may feel,
I'd rather others look at me mockingly
than compromise Your standards.
I refuse to yield to worldly pressures.
and if I find no one else who agrees,
I'll walk the next years in solitude,
holding Your Hand.

-blessed
3:37 PM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

aching all over now. ARGH! obviously i haven't exerted myself physically in the longest time.

anw abt the previous post. it was a dumb, impulsive one, i don't know why i was so bothered about it anyway. as matt said, just relax man! don't be bothered abt trivial stuff like that. so i shall. no worries yupp! :)

FTB was not bad, quite fun la. i actually have no basis for comparison since this was my first camp but well. some dumb parts here and there, lack of manpower for certain stuff but overall it was quite good yupp. had a really nice OG! haha. think we were quite fortunate to have more guys than girls.

played new games.. yee haw and the likes..
crazy ones.. got wet and dirty and stinky and did i mention really WET?? but at least we had fun. :P
brought back 'souvenirs' from the camp.. multiples scratches on the legs and one really long one on the arm, bruises here and there.. tsktsktsk. but well.
COLUMBIAN DRUGLORDS RULE! wahaha. :P interesting names we had eh.

and for some weird reason i seem to be the only one who really likes our camp tee. really really. i like it lots! and nobody seems to share my delight in having such a nice tee. bahs.

ok think i'm rambling already.. gotta go catch some zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz's.

-blessed
12:09 AM

Friday, August 04, 2006

so i guess only the 'best' deserve to be mentioned.
the biggest fish in the sea get all the attention.

were we cleverly omitted?
or was it sweet revenge for our spontaneous burst of cheer?
because i don't see how we could have been 'forgotten'.

sour grapes, you say.

but i don't understand this.
and not just us, there's also others.
all conveniently thrown into the closet.

so unless you've got extremely long strings, don't even hope cos if you're not at the top (or somewhere near it), it's too insignificant to be acknowledged.

-blessed
4:36 PM